I got my tarot readings just now , and im just amaze sometimes how accurate it seems to portray my current situation. I couldnt agree more on the translation and how applicable it is - Everything, is just based on physical attraction, or more bluntly, sexual attraction. This is what is going on between En n me. One of the readings ( think its for current situation) reads :

Relationship meaning
The Two of Wands suggests the development of a relationship that is based on physical attraction. This can often be a spontaneous interaction between two people, very much of the moment.

Negative meaning
You would rather stay in a negative or unhappy situation or relationship, rather than force yourself to make decisions or changes


As i said, we 'hooked-up' on Wed, him with only SEX on his mind. I was really unsure and in a dilemma, if u know my situation ...

He drove me back to my place and I really hate to see him disappointed after I turned him down on the sexual offer; we started to get touchy and before I knew it, im all down on him sucking his sex while his finger sliding inside me me...I know all he wanted is sex, and I wanted it as badly too, only to realise sex with someone you cannot trust ( hey, he dun even have a fucking condom on) is painful.

It din last long , I tot I almost died there, and i think I tore myself quite badly as I taste my own blood on him.

Gosh, I still dunno what the hell I am thinking, my mind too clouded to evaluate the situation and take my stance.

Well, but one thing im sure, there was no love, not a hint, just pure pleasure without committment. And now, i know wats a hook up means - its just a sexual encounter minus the courtship of dating

Im quoting this from a YPP.net write up :

But according to social psychologist and media pundit Carol Devine-Molin, hooking up isn’t all that great a deal for girls.

“Since young women are not being asked out and courted by young men, these sexual encounters (hook-ups) lack context and are often confusing, hurtful and awkward for the women,” she says.

We agreed that we weren’t committed or anything. I say “we” because I had no choice but to agree – otherwise I would’ve looked clingy and deluded. I din wanted to look like tat, and I guess thats y i agreed to doing tat with him.

In my case, the hook up with En was full of excitement and constant daydreaming mixed with stress.
I guess it has ended anyway, since he cant get any satisfaction from me, and he being new to the bank, its probably that he will be 'hooking up' many other girls down the road.