Aye Aye sorrie dear blogg i din know I have been away for thhhhhhhhhhis long! OMG ! wat hv i been busying wid.... mmmh...nuthin Nuthing & NUTHIN!

but nuthin much happened during these two weeks anyway, nuthin worthy of mention really... alrite, u just wan a quick flashback rite (say yes!) ... ok ( pretend to be reluntant) ... hahah.

BATC
a) NO YANDAOS IN CLASS! only 5 guys in a class of 25 and three were dirt malays YUCKS!
b) been to 2 expedition oreadi its definitely fun!
c) Got stuck in mud on 2nd expedition! luckily no leeches! I HATE MUD! spent the rest of Sun evenings cleaning up :"(
d) Suffered a few cuts on arms, pain.. but it looks cool. LUCKILY its not on face, wun be cool but "Ku" (crying) then. :P

NEWSROOM
a) Been to newsroom again last week, tis time just ZK the idiot and his 'gf' rina.
b) Tired GRAVEYARD! KAO $30 / mug @#$% n taste like shittt but certainly potent (on 3rd sip)
c) decidedly tat Long Island Iced Tea is still the best!

WIL
a) Oh hes back ( singly) ::pretendin as if I dun care ::
b) He first SMS me on 21 Aug on y am I not in a certain workshop ( was not invited, but cooked up some other excuses anyway). idiot never reply when i replied...

Argh gtg oreadi, updating tis soon !

 
Juz came back from a long n dready weekend. Basically nuthin much happened over the weekend.. Spend almost the whole Fri watch silly HK VCDs hahah, Sat in the gym ( > 3 hrs of exercise) and Sun on my PC.

Oh well, went out to Newsroom on Thu nite. It was kinda bored at first, coz the gers I came out wid went dancing with the new found frens. U know me, I cant dance when im not drinking. So i hang ard a bit, walked a few rounds the bar, its pretty bored I must say. Until later the night when drinks came in. I wun wan to write wat happen, coz what happen next is all the silliness in me again, getting kinda drunk and i think I dance with a stranger. Hope he is good lookin :P . Prob not. I cant remember how he look like anyway.

Vowed not to get tat silly drunk again, ok! at least not in public place WHERE i have to get a cab back afterwards. Tats just stupid , rite!

Anyway, I have a game on the UT server wid u know who! Milo!! heheh. Its definitely fun! He managed to thrash the others despite tat he is pinging terribly! heheh.
Im sure we do it again, but first, hv to get hold of some good servers hosting the game. Hopefully the pagn and signnet ones are still workin and wun be pinging too high :/

So tats about it, another start of work week. Hey my BATC starts this week!
Sat - Expedition Planning/ Wilderness Ethics
Sun - Campcraft / Ropework - argh at an horrible time of 8:30am ( supposedly the meeting time, which means i got to wake up real early! Horrible Horrible!!)

Hope it will be lots of fun ;)

Wil only be back next week. Hmmh, will he miss me as much as I miss him ? i guess not. Not at all. Who knows he might be having lunch with a new found gf now...

Well its just me, and myself. Then, and now, and future.

::smack:: liven up yeah!!

 
Aye, it has been more than 1 week since I have dinner wid Wil. Well besides that sms he sent after i got home, theres nothin else the whole week+.
He wrote " hi, hope u r home by now. thanks for the company this evening."
I replied "yup, same to u. good nite"

Looks like there wun be any new blogs. it will gg to be "Lost Emotions".

we din contact at all, till this morning... send him those usual 'cute' sms. he replied
"hi hi, r u at work? i m on leave, heading to melbourne tom."
(my heart twitched for a sec, ok about 10 sec. Its the same kind of feeling , u know.. the feeling of lost).
no surprise, i asked him how long he gg, and if gg alone?
he replied "abt 2 wks. going to snow board and hope I still hv a job when i get back. yes, i m going alone but all my frens r there"
( hey, aint Im yr fren and im in sg???)

Anyway... haiz... if he is mine, he will be. if not, it just destiny. But my heart just feel terrible and heavy.

Read up my horoscope on astrologyzone.come the other day. If anyone ask me in future what kind of man I am looking for, tis is wat I will reply:
I want a responsible, general cofident (aka oozing with SEX heheh), and he must hv a positive attitude towards life ( coz i hardly hv any). Preferably financially stable, and will be able to 'look after' me ( learn from vicky). When I mean 'look after' me, what i mean is he must be mature in thinking, so tat saves me the trouble of nagging. I hate to nag. Firstly, he must be brave enough to love me. :)

Haiz.