Here I am again, feeling ever so terrible to day. Lots of horrible things happened too.. Haiz.

I think my neck can barely support my head, no actually i feel as if my head is full of helium can gg to float off anytime; And because its feel with Helium my eyes are being squeezed out of its sockets - tats how shitty I feel today.

the chalet thing din turn out well. Lots of shit happen. the verdict ~ im gg to lose one whole truck of frens. tats it. man, i know im short tempered, but then, its was something in me.. the last straw i can ever take... and I exploded I guess, esp when its feel with helium.

Anyway, i got real drunk, for the first time in history, puked hahah and ON MYSELF! and I was thinkin was a good feeling it was to puke.... hahah, sorrie to my fren who hv to clear up the mess on me ( think its ling). :P

I dun think im gg to drink till tat siong anymore... in fact, when i think about tat bloody nite again, i feel like puking... looks like alcohol will not be on my list for some time though.

Anyway, nuthin much today. wanted to bury myself in Work Work Work which is definitely picking up and tat I better do something good before I get my butts kicked ( out ).

Perhaps another reason is because I run into wil tis afternoon while coming to office. He was gg lunch wid quite a pretty ger. Anyway, i was too in a darn mood to noticed anything. He dropped by later, saying he is visiting other working partners on the same flr as I am so coming over .... at the wrong time. My table was in such a Big Mess!... ARGH! Agony! Who cares!!! #@$%

Tats it , im getting out of the office soon to the gym. Hopefully the bodycombat class will be great tonite; really need some pure kick ass action.

ciao blogger. nobody miss me.

 
im back dear bloggie ! ::waltz wid Bloggie::
Alrite, I just hv to continue the portion about WIL rite heheh.

(Cont'd) WIL
c) 23 Aug damn its been too long i cant recall wat happened next... oh ok, on Friday, saw him at the Lobby . In fact, i noticed his fren Kenneth first walking into the lift and I was lookin into the lift to see if he was in there oreadi , din see anyway ...sheesh I must had looked disappointed. Anyway I was in a lousy mood tat day (for no apparent reasons I hope). But then , he waved to me ! Damn it he actually at the lobby !mabbe it was too long or that I cant recognise him in those casual short sleeves (Loud) green shirt! HAHAH anyway he still look pretty much the same, so we say hello and he asked about how I was doing ... and I kinda give a snort ( I think I was still abit shocked I din notice him) and pouted... erm well, he asked about when he could see the LEAPS thing... so I said, not today ( busy, really!) mabbe next week stuff like tat.... chatted abit before he got off his flr.

d) 23 Aug damn, still got lots to write.... so on Friday nite, i got a big shit on my workstation... got to do the PTS, and my boss wants me to update some demand template....stayed back till late to finish it ( same day I went to newsroom for the graveyard thing). Anyway, I sms him about my plight and he replied "haha someone is sharing my suffering... that is actually due today. so is yr pts" anyway cant remember wat I replied.

e) On 29 Aug, I emailed him if he can come over in the afternoon for the LEAPS demo... but he din.

f) 30 Aug So here comes Fridae again ..... unexciting week indeed. Nuthin much happen ( still thinking). Anyway on Fri he sms me if I wan to hv lunch with him ( YES!) but damn I had lunch appt wid my frens oreadi! bo pian , gotta turn him down ( he replied "OK : ( "

f) Insert : 31 Aug, he sms me askin if i managed to finish the template, and he revealed something like he is gg away from ITG. I was a bit worried at first, tot he might leave the bank for good . He's funnie, send me something like " I cld hav told u that. all the gd guys left cos of the feminie nature of the job. n the remaining guys look like dogs. hehehe..." isnt tat shooting himself in his foot ? HAHAH. I think on Monday I sms him those spam again, and he replied "are u dressed when u got into the post box".... prob he was feeling horny then hahah. of coz, i replied askin if he prefer it to be dressed and got his silly reply on "no, i prefer some wrapper on the goods"... tats about it, think he very passionate but he not too sure how much ( kinky) to be wid me.

g) 2 Sep OK here comes the exciting part hahah! send those bo liao email out , and found he din open it the whole morning, so sms him to see if he is on leave... he replied "no. in a mtg. whats up? lunch?" ... I swear that was never my intention ! but well, i just replied "Yeah, will u be free? " , and he say ok, so of coz he meet up. damn i should hv been more prepared was wearing an ugly pair of pants tat day ( MONDAY!). He looks cute.... wid an expensive pair of D&G glasses ( he wear glasses!) so we chit chat a bit about his melb trip ...... poor thing got his hand sprain over and over again..... asked for some photos... We end up in Starbucks @ capital towers having coffee, toking rocks hahah. Oh, btw he is gg back to Business Unit ( IBG). Anyway it was a short lunch ( i was too excited to hv any appetite) and there I am back to office.

Oh, and he came by in the afternoon to look at the LEAPS system. and he leaned real closed when I was giving the demo , I can tell it was intentional anyway :P.. yeah rite. The demo was very short ( damn!)

Again, nuthin happen after tat. sometimes I wonder wat he really thinks or it just me THINKING too much.

Saw him yday having ice cream wid his Kenneth. hahah , looks real Cute .... two man having ice cream..... tok Rocks a bit but I had to run off....

Well tats about it bloggie. Got lots of packing to do today, so I hv to run off for now. Promise to be back soon !