Lost Emotions
 

 
Wat im still clingin to, and here im dropping it.
 
 
   
 
Monday, February 17, 2003
 
Just came back from a POWER lunch.

After a week of crazy thoughts I was finally distracted by something else - planning the trip to Bangkok, so when I thought he will be calling only, once a month, and about to put him right at the back of my mind. I got his sms last night asking me "How its going?" What the ... How wat? the sex, the vagina, the sucking, WAT? "work, etc" he answered. Ok, Work sucks as usual, and coming really straight to the point, I replied " Otherwise there is only one thing on my mind all the time". (sex, DUH!).

Arranged to meet lunch today. Wondering if we should shag now or shag later? Drove the same place and paid $20 bucks for a 2 hrs room.

Once in the room, lust devour us as it has not been fed. We took off our clothes, and start kissing. A bit of caressing and he was getting hard. I guess it was the cheap kick of a quickie, and the promise of a hedonistic time. While he stood up, I slid up and suck his cock while im all fours on the bed. Man, his cock certainly look kinda larger today and I almost gag on it.

Not wasting any time, he lied me down and slid his cock into me, but i was still kinda tense. A bit more kissing, and i'm all relax and ready to rock. This time, he pulled me up and we hugged close, while still on it. Crazily, he manourved me, with my back against the the wall and fuck me right there, standing up.
It was definitely getting hotter. a bit more and we were doing the doggie. It was real good this time round. Finally, he wanted me to pump him from above, and he cum shortly. The whole fucking affair is done is about 20 minutes !! A bit of lying down, dress up and we went off for lunch consisting of Turtle Soup (yummy, althru I still think it looks disguisting).

Comin back into the office now, a bit of dizzy and certainly, depressed with all the excitement suddenly cool down and not having sex for the next week or so.
Got to get back to work! ARGHHHH!

Tuesday, February 11, 2003
 

Horoscope reading for 4 Feb 2003:
You may find yourself acting a bit more "randy" or amorous than usual today. Your desires will be more primal than romantic. A sudden attraction could lead you into intriguing possibilities. Play safe, especially if you are not eager to add a new branch to your family tree.

Cant believe how true it is ?

I have sex today. YES, u read it rite! I have sex today! With En! So here u go, I am not a virgin anymore, sorry world. But then, is oral sex , ¡¥sex¡¦? if so, then im not one so long time back, heheh


So now, my greatest fear is confirmed, it will become insatiable, Im totally hook on SEX!

So how does it goes? Took the afternoon off to meet up wid En, and we were at Joo Chiat ( aka, Geylang) having lunch , so conveniently, a couple of turns away is that Fragrance Hotel yeah, so we went in ( I have to do the f**kin registration, and of coz, he paid) and here we go.


Frankly I can tell he was as nervous as I am, really. Once in the room, man, im totally lost (not really nervous) and not sure what to do. As I lied on the bed still clothed, he came on top on me and we started kissin, caressing and he took off my clothes¡K I just the way he took them off, rough, eager and makin me so hot.

¡§Time to repay¡¨, he said, and he starts to suck on my nipples. It was a mixed feelin of wants and doubts, I was still doubting if I really want this, but then, there was really no turning back.realyy.

We proceed to the shower and wash up a bit, joker, he actually wanted to lick me in the bath tub
(cmon, its too cramp for two huge size adults). He got out first, and I locked myself in the bathroom, took a pee try to convince myself I was forced into doing it (yeah rite), put on a towel and got out and he was lyin there watchin TV. Basic Instinct, I crawl up to him like a kitten ( opps towel drop, tats uncool) and I got on top of him and rub his cock against my cunt, while he squeeze my tits and we kissed erotically. It goes on for a while before I went down to suck his cock , it¡¦s a hard job this time, coz I got distracted. Its really not possible to stay focus as we are both naked and excited bout each other new found bodies, I think, at least for him :P. He turned me over and pushed a pillow under my head, sit on my chest and im giving him such an erotica blowjob in that position!

After some suckin and lusty looks, he asked if I wanted to be licked, but ignoring my protest, he made me lie on the bed and before I knew it, he is down there, lickin me, his tongue flickering over my clitoris, and he finger fucked me so rough and I was nothin but completely give in to him ¡K Oh Mine, all those previous denial went into smoke immediately¡K I cant exactly explain how good it is , but it certainly got me all wet as I hear him slurpin n lickin so hard, and as he fingered me at the same time. This could hv gone on forever, but his cock still need some ¡¥work¡¦ and he wanted a 69! Of coz he got his way, its was crazy, and I was totally out of control; He grab my hair and starts to push his cock deep inside me¡K Soon, it gets a bit hard ( think he couldn¡¦t wait anymore), and he put on the condom and ordered ( oh I like that) to lie on my bed, as he grab my butts and pull me in, and plunged into me¡K

The feeling of having sex is, unbelievable (sorry, till I find a better word). I was actually quite enjoyin it, unlike tat other time when all I feel is pain. It goes on for quite a bit, and he wanted me to turn over, U got it, we did it doggy style, which is darn good ( would hv been better if it is bigger, longer , ok sorrie, tat hurts him huh, but he wun be readin this anyway). Goes on for a while, and soon he cummed, and I collapsed in a heap of complete ecstasy.

But what really happened next is really anti climax; was expectin a bit of cuddling, but I think all those afternoon heat and then the cold room was not doing him good , or mabbe is the stress, and he was not really feelin well. Or perhaps he was really tired, as he mentioned that I should get a young stud to satisfy me, one who can go on forever¡K but then I was quite pleased with how the whole thing work out though, he was what I wanted all these time and now I have it.

We chatted for a while, I asked about why he is doing this, and he replied he wanted a change. He was only married for about a year though. After a while, he asked me if he wanted a second round (of coz!) but he look real tired though and I feel bad if I said yes. But he was already masturbating himself, and soon, I was sucking his cock again, this time round less frenzy, as I focus totally on his manhood, and he was just caressing my body. This time round, it get hard fast. I grabbed a condom and he opened the miracle package.

I can¡¦t wait, as soon as he put it on, I climbed on top of him wanting to ride him like those I hv seen:P . Its not easy though! I was a bit lost, but I abso-fucking-utely like him pumping me in that position. He grabbed me and put me down on the bed, as I anticipate his next move, he shoved his cock into me, its was soo good, I arched my back and pushed myself nearer to him, and wrapped my legs behind him and pushed him nearer. I thought I moaned so loud the whole hotel would hear me ;)

I love my legs over his shoulders as he pumped hard inside me. Soon he cummed, I pulled him close and embraced him, and told him to leave his cock inside me for a while more, as I devour every drop of the pleasure.

Wish I could hv licked up his cummed cover cock ! I think he would hv cried!

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One week has past, and the scenes were flashing in my mind everyday. I just cant take my mind of him, and the pleasure I had, the hedonistic moments, and cant wait for the next rendezvous. I hope he called soon though ļ.

 

 
   
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